Well ,, days ago a dear person perform quite hurtful comments regarding my "mental status" ¬¬! That's the beginning of this story.
Ok, let the news.
Because I'm a good guy,,,,,, and maybe too stupid" ¬¬!!!
I decided to make a visit to a specialist days ago . What was my discovery? 2 basically things.
Number one . I'm not crazy and I lost money on something totally stupid ¬¬
(My discovery could be more..... economical) ¬¬ (It does not matter now .)
Number 2, My only problem is to have a lot of repressed anger.
Because many bad things in my life (mainly in my past) Ok that makes sense to me.
This is the cause of my biggest problems, Such as cardiac discomfort, depressive symptoms and tons of black humor and much much sarcasm in my attitude.
Although symptoms that explains my cardiac problems , and my way of being so explosive (among other things) I feel pretty stupid to being influenced thereby.
(I am honest) u_u
It's something ironic, since this specialist told me,,,,, is unwise be influenced at that level for anyone,,,, especially someone whose age is very hard now. (Maybe a fairly accurate) u_u (I want to note that those were not my words.)
Even more ironic, since the advice of this doctor has been overwhelming. You must stay away from people who can upset you that way, it's not healthy for your problem with anger.
Something I would have never considered, because my way to be . A real shame. (I can understand me) It was not in my plans for sure.
I guess,,, it's the most sane decision. According to the doctor's words , many times,,,,,, a friend may be the right one , but not so the time. Many times it's better to wait until maturity is equal in both. (Or in a group if that is the case)
Something that every person experiences in different ways. Nobody knows what the future holds . (Maybe I should follow such advice.)
For now i want to say ,,, I'm not upset and there is no bitterness in me. (It's curious, since apparently this serene attitude is the cause of increasing my level of anger pent ) Whatever. ¬¬!
I'll take the resource to write more often here. As part of an exercise recommended to expel pent up anger on bad days. It can work . Almost no one reads what I write XD.
The idea is to expel all those "daily shit" out of me.
Finally I mean, I will not let this affect me. Hard but.....
I'm an artist and my intention to be "Pro" must be complete.
A professional never let emotions interfere with their performance and work.
Alone or with someone, I must succeed. I have no right to lose in my circumstances. I must succeed, and I will.!
Finally I want to apologize in general, sorry if my repressed anger has caused a bad impression on some of you folks. no matter who, if this was the case, I'm so sorry.
(And you,,,, if at some point you read this, well,, I must say, still working on a good future. Never give up (Thank you for all the good times, those remain in my heart.) I respect the desicion taken. ,, Always my best wishes to you and loved your ones.)
Well guys,,,, wait for my news.
This insane guy says,,,,, until another time.
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